Sometimes.....

Sometimes I wish I were a kid again;
Sometimes I wish that I was the weather, a bird or a tree! Sigh!
Sometimes I tend to over analyze the past
Sometimes too much of planning for future
Sometimes forgetting to live the "NOW" time
Sometimes I end up paying most for the things for which I get nothing.
Sometimes I can't make it on my own;
Sometimes I can't make it;
Sometimes I wonder whats up with me?
Sometimes all I do is to just to go on with....whatever happens-happens!
Sometimes thinking about good old days with friends
Sometimes have to take a step back, just to see who's still by my side.
Sometimes I want to put walls around me and keep people away;
Sometimes have to just be MY self, just to see who's really inside.
Sometimes I find others in that same situation as I or even worse!
Sometimes I feel like Screaming!
Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple.
Sometimes little brief moments become memories that last a life time..
Sometimes taking things too personally.
Sometimes being overly sensitive, over-reacting to minor things,
Sometimes when Am really good, I don't get a compliment
Sometimes I will spend too much in a day
Sometimes I sigh, and sometimes I smile
Sometimes I actually say nothing at all.
Sometimes I get quite gloomy about the future when I think about people like myself in it!
Sometimes several days attack me at once.
Sometimes has to just keep on trying to persevere hardships
Sometimes I think sometimes I don't;
Sometimes I ponder what makes me myself!
Sometimes it's hard to find the words;

"Sometimes the answer to prayer is not that it changes life, but that it changes you."

To all my above such or even more "Sometimes".....There is an ALWAYS....and that is -'God sees US always!' and want to say, Oh God, You are my God And I will ever praise You !!

One of my favorite songs that inspired me to think about 'my sometimes', Sometimes By Step-By Rich Mullins

Sometimes the night was beautiful
Sometimes the sky was so far away
Sometimes it seemed to stoop so close
You could touch it but your heart would break
Sometimes the morning came too soon
Sometimes the day could be so hot
There was so much work left to do
But so much You'd already done

CHORUS:
Oh God, You are my God
And I will ever praise You
Oh God, You are my God
And I will ever praise You
I will seek You in the morning
And I will learn to walk in Your ways
And step by step You'll lead me
And I will follow You all of my days

Sometimes I think of Abraham
How one star he saw had been lit for me
He was a stranger in this land
And I am that, no less than he
And on this road to righteousness
Sometimes the climb can be so steep
I may falter in my steps
But never beyond Your reach

CHORUS

And I will follow You all of my days
And I will follow You all of my days
And step by step You'll lead me
And I will follow You all of my days
And I will follow You all of my days
(Sometimes the night was beautiful)
And I will follow You all of my days